I asked shevette to do something for me that
she had never done before.
She got started talking about first times, and this is what I got. -- Red
First Times ! ! !
The memories (and some new stuff too)
Do you remember when you first realized that bondage was doable?
When suddenly bondage didn't always mean something they did in third world countries
or what robbers did to their victims before killing them?
There was a way where you could fulfill your bondage dreams
and have it be a good thing,
remember that moment?
Do you remember that first time you put your hands behind you for a guy to tie up?
Not when you were underage when it kinda was a game and made you feel all funny inside.
i'm not talking about that,
i mean when you consensually gave up your body to another
and you knew going in that sex was likely to be involved.
Do you remember that feeling of being helpless for the very first time?
There's two times in your life when anything you like is the best;
the first time and the last time you did it.
The first time because everything is so new.
The last time because each time you get better at it and understand it better.
Do you remember discovering the toys?
Discovering what you like best, what felt like what.
Discovering that it didn't always have to be the same?
Do you remember what it was like after you discovered what you liked
and exactly how you liked to get tied up
and then you found out that you weren't always going to get your way.
Remember how good it felt the first time that you didn't get your own way,
and you liked it?
It felt good giving over control.
It felt even better when it was taken, didn't it?
Do you remember the first time it couldn't be taken,
because you had already given it?
Remember fighting with yourself
and learning how to give because it felt so right.
How about having needs and knowing that there was
nothing in this world you could do to make anyone answer them.
Remember how wonderful it felt when someone answered them anyway?
Do you remember what it felt like to look into the eyes of your lover
as you gave him something that he had been afraid to ask for?
How about the first time you gave him something that he couldn't ask you for,
or the first time he did that for you?
|Do you remember discovering the
other roles you got to play, like being a brat?
Do you remember the first time you were left alone or nearly alone and tied up?
You thought it was going to be boring, but instead
you found more freedom tied up than you ever experienced when you were free.
And you felt feelings that you never guessed would exist.
Some weren't so good, and others were so very wonderfully good!!!
Do you remember what it was like to share your new interest with trusted friends,
now that you really had something to talk about?
Do you remember what it was like to play out all kinds of different roles.
Some of them you had dreamed of forever,
some you had never thought of, until you lived them.
Remember going back and doing the ones you liked over and over again?
How about the ones that went not-so-great
and doing them over until you made them great?
|Do you remember looking forward
to getting tied up again...
Do you remember getting confused if you were giving him the most precious thing you have to offer, yourself. Or if he was giving you what you wanted the most, him? Or was it the sparkle in his eyes that made you feel so good to be able to do that to him, or maybe it was the sparkle is his eyes that just made him do what made you feel so good? Remember deciding not to worry about that and make him as happy as you could, because it made you so happy?
Do you remember getting all dressed up for special evenings
and feeling that glow about yourself, the excitement, the anticipation -
and then not going out at all! And being glad about it?
|Do you remember trying all the
things that you dared to try in bondage,
because that's what it seems like you are supposed to do.
Remember being grateful that you didn't like them all because you didn't want to turn into some kind of a pervert?
Remember being grateful for trying them because there were some things
you did like - some of them a lot!
I'm sorry, but bandwidth
costs have forced me to disable
automatic loading of this video.
Please download it
from the links below.
remember all that,
then watch this sweet bondage video clip.
It's already loaded.
Just press the PLAY button.
The girl in this clip is so cheerfully eager to be bound, she reminds me of shevette.
I thought it was much too special to just slip in with all the rest,
but I didn't know what else to say about it, so I asked shevette to introduce it.
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Posted: January 31, 2003